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Just Super (Working Title) – Part 1

“Oh, no, I don’t talk about family in my interviews. I can’t risk them being tracked down, with more rogues popping up every month,” the brightly colored character on my screen laughed lightly. “While rogues are on the rise again, I think you’ll find a lot of newer powereds, heroes and villains alike, returning to the secret identity style. It’s just safer for those we care about that way.”

“But you aren’t that new. You’ve been at this for two years now, well before the rate of rogues increased. You’ve never once given a hint about who you are behind the mask, even when you were starting out as a new hero! The world would love to know more about you, Flare. Rumors abound that you have a powered parent, or even two!” An eager newsperson was clearly hoping to cut through the hero’s defenses.

“Rumors also abound that I’m dating Jet Force or Hurricane, but that doesn’t mean they’re true,” the hero replied with an easy, loveable smile. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t risk it. Is there anything else you’d like to discuss? Perhaps the charity event coming up next week? I’m sure your viewers would love some sneak peeks at what I’m planning to do to raise money for our kids in need.” The interviewer ate that up, launching straight into the new topic.

“Idiots, all of them. So easy to redirect,” I sighed, flipping off the television and standing, stretching.

“Now, that’s not fair to them, dear. You’re just good at reading them,” My grandmother said from across the room, where she sat at her desk working on a novel she swore she would publish one day. I didn’t think it was likely, as much as she kept re-writing it, but it was fun to read and made her happy to work on.

“I guess that’s true. What are we thinking for dinner tonight? I could cook when I get home from work.”

Grandma laughed. “Alix, you know you can’t guarantee you’ll be home in time for dinner. I’ll make pork chops, and I’ll make sure to save you one if Grandpa’s in a hungry mood when he gets off work.” She teased. “Go do your rounds, save the world.”

“Grandma, I’m just a steel tier. I don’t save the world, that’s the platinums,” I laughed, walking over to hug her.

“You’ll get there. You’ve only been at this two years, dearest. Your father needed three just to get to steel, so you’re already doing better than he did!”

“And mother needed only three months to go platinum. She’s the one I’m more concerned with catching up to,” I pointed out, making her frown.

“You don’t need to catch up to her, as I’ve told you a million times. Now, go on. Jet will be furious if you’re late again.” She kissed my cheek and sent me on my way.

She was right, and I knew it, but stubbornness was a trait I picked up from both of my parents. As I trudged out to my car and went for HQ, I thought on it.

My father had died when I was nine. He had been in a massive explosion, trying to keep civilians safe. Flash Fire was his hero name, and was written in large font on the three statues of him in town and on his gravestone. He’d never wanted that, but the city didn’t listen when we said he wasn’t interested in being immortalized. One of the lesser risks heroes take, I suppose.

My mother was also powered. While Dad had fire power and was a hero, Mom didn’t bother to use her powers for more than maintaining a nice garden as I grew up. She was so sweet and kind, helping our neighbors when they needed it and making sure I learned right from wrong. At least, until Dad died. The day after his funeral, she brought me to my grandparents, promised me that she would always love me but I was safer with them, then left. The next time I saw her was three months later, as the fastest growing villian in the League of Villains, ever.

I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. We were a family that supported and raised heroes, my mother had always said so. She threw it all away to be a villain, just because Dad died doing hero’s work.

But that wasn’t what spurred me to hero’s work myself. I had hope she would come to her senses and come home to me, one day. When I was 16, I gave up that notion and realized the only way she would stop would be if I came to stop her. So I started training to be a hero.

Now, I was Flare, one of the up-and-comers in the Hero’s Association. I was still pretty new, only a steel rank, but I was determined to work my way up through the ranks. I was expecting to move up to bronze in a few more weeks if I kept up my work, and if my team didn’t get into any trouble.

All heroes below silver worked in a set team, and most in gold rank did as well. Heroes in iron rank had a silver rank volunteer leading their team, since they were the bottom rung of the ladder and most of them brand new. They needed watching, and training in how to handle villains of different calibers.

The villains had the same ranks: iron, steel, bronze, silver, gold, and platinum. The two HQs did work together enough to come up with the scales, so the heroes wouldn’t be throwing newbies at strong villains, and the veteran heroes could be sent for villains that would need someone stronger to take them down. The only time this system failed was when rogues, villains who refused to work with the League, popped up. Those were usually people that had mental health issues that triggered their villainy, or were simply deeply mistrusting of the League having any level of work with the heroes. Some people, after all, assumed that all the villainy from the League must be staged to keep heroes in business.

In reality, the villains of the League just knew that if they went as crazy as they wanted, all of them, they could probably wiped out the heroes. There would, however, likely not be any place to take over if they did that. What was the point of being villains if the only other people were villains and the only property belonged to other villains? Some villains would have to become heroes just to get things to a point where there was a point to being a villain again, and the cycle would repeat. They decided it wasn’t worth it and set up rules and limits so it wouldn’t screw all of them over if one or two went rogue. Made sense, and made our lives easier.

I was in a team of four, with Hurricane, Jet Force, and Technix. 

Technix was a techno-path, a powered that could control electronics with his mind. It could be pretty useful, but a lot of veterans were already sure he wasn’t going to get above bronze rank with a power like that. 

Hurricane could summon and control winds, and had prevented a number of disastrous tornadoes from harming anyone. She said she would never completely stop one, as the planet had its own needs and weather was one of them, but she could reroute it slightly to protect people.

Our team captain was Jet Force, a dualie who could fly and had super strength. It was a handy combo, easy enough to go silver with at the minimum, but he also had enough combat sense that people thought he might make platinum one day.

I went by Flare, and could control fire. It was a harder power to rank highly with, but I’d learned by watching my dad, another fire user. I also happened to have another power that I didn’t tell people about: Invisibility. I was a secret dualie, holding that extra power in reserve for dire circumstances. 

Sometimes, it felt like my teammates didn’t really trust me to stay a hero. Most fire users that tried to become heroes did end up as villains, usually after feeling like they hadn’t been given a fair shake. I knew that wouldn’t be the case if I didn’t make it far, since I saw my dad make it to the top with the same power.

When I parked in our lot and went to enter HQ, I saw that Jet waited for me, still in plain clothes and looking grouchy. “What this time, Trevor?” I sighed. “I’m not late, and I know I did my paperwork well because Thorn complimented it before I left after our last patrol.” Jet just scowled more.

“Your stupid interview. ‘Rumors abound that I’m dating Jet Force but they aren’t true,’ said with a laugh like it’s the stupidest idea you’ve ever heard.”

I couldn’t believe this. After a moment of stunned silence, I looked around the street and found it mercifully empty before I grabbed his arm and towed him inside. He looked confused for a moment, but at least hit the badge scanner for me so I wouldn’t have to fumble my badge out of my bag. Once we were behind doors the general public couldn’t hear us through, I let go, turned, and glared.

“My identity is a secret to the public. If you go talking about my interview while we’re in plain clothes on the street and someone hears that, you put my family in danger. You want that on your head? Do I need to take you back up to the ethics board about privacy concerns again?”

“Well, I’m not wrong!” He retorted, clearly not caring. “Your-”

“You’re wrong for saying it in the middle of the street, and you weren’t exactly quiet about it. As far as anyone on the street knows, I’m a young woman working here as an assistant. I have potential enemies remember? Not to mention the rising rogue threat! And no, I don’t see you as a datable option, because you may be great at being a hero and thinking quick in a fix, but you are an idiot when it comes to social situations, privacy of your coworkers, and your own emotional intelligence.” I did my best to keep my voice level and calm. One of the biggest downside to fire-type heroes was a perceived anger problem. It was a negative stereotype, and one I’d seen was pretty well not true, but I wasn’t intending to further it.

“You don’t have to yell at me-” He started, then paled a little when someone put a hand on his shoulder. A rather large hand, and I’m betting there was some force behind it. What Jet hadn’t realized was that one of the platinums, a hero by the name of Valiant, had been near the door when we entered and heard the whole exchange. The older man stood a good foot taller than my teammate, and was also known for his strength and rigid moral compass.

“She didn’t raise her voice once. But keep it up,” Valiant told him coolly, “and I will. You’re a team captain, Jet Force. You need to respect your team, even out of uniform. If the lady doesn’t want her identity to get out, you keep her identity. If you think this will be a problem, then I’m sure we can pick a different captain for the team. Maybe Flare here, she seems level headed.”

“She’s a pyro, she-”

“Is intelligent, calm, and hasn’t had any errors her entire career. You, as smart and quick thinking as you are, have still had 20 errors this year alone.” I winced at that. Calling a hero out on their errors, times when an action they took cost lives that would have otherwise been spared, was harsh. Admittedly, only a handful of heroes made it past the two year mark without any errors, and even less made it to three that way, but no one needed or wanted reminders of lives they themselves had cost.

“She’s… a good hero…” Jet said reluctantly. “I uh… I’m gonna go… suit up. Flare, see you in a few at the meetup.” With that, he quickly walked off, trying to look as refined and dignified as he usually did, but looking more like a snob with his nose in the air.

“Sorry, kid. You know how some people are,” Valiant sighed watching my “fearless leader” scurry off. “Just keep your chin up, you’ll get there one day.”

“If I can make it even a fraction of your career length without errors, I’ll feel like I’m getting there. 40 years, and not a single error. You’re what every hero should strive to be, sir,” I admitted. “Thank you for the help with my… Captain. He has his moments, but he’s not usually that bad.”

“You’re a good hero. Your powers don’t decide that, it’s how you use them. I know of another fire hero that went a good, long career without errors. I think you’ll be every bit as good as Flash Fire was.” Valiant smiled. He was one of the few heroes who actually knew Flash Fire was my dad. It wasn’t exactly hidden knowledge, but most heroes didn’t bother to look into who the newer heroes were or where they came from. Valiant had been the silver for my dad’s iron rank team, and ended up at the house a lot as I grew up. He was like an honorary uncle to me until I went to my grandparents. “Now, go get ready for patrol. I hear they got something interesting for your group to investigate today.”

“Yessir!” I grinned, saluting, before heading off to the locker rooms. They were broken up by tier and by gender identity, so they were never too crowded given the different shift times. I’m sure that isn’t the case in bigger cities, but we only had about 6,000 people so we didn’t need as many heroes as often.

Hurricane was waiting for me in the locker room, already in her costume but without her mask. “Jet stop you and cause trouble?” She asked, smiling.

“Of course he did. And got his ass chewed by Valiant,” I snorted, going to my locker and pulling out my own costume.

“No, no, don’t tell me, let me guess…. He started shit in plain clothes out on the street, where anyone could hear him.” Hurricane grew up with Jet Force, so she knew him pretty well. They were actually cousins, and raised as practically siblings once their powers developed.

So, naturally, she knew the exact level of dumb he could be. “Yeah, that exactly. And got defensive when I reminded him I have reasons for keeping my identity secret.” Hurricane nodded and slipped her mask on. “On the bright side, Valiant said he thinks they’ve got something interesting for our patrol today. Let’s go meet up with the guys and see what they’ve got for us.” I finished getting my costume on, masked up, and went out to find our team’s meeting room. Hurricane was right behind me.

“Alix, you know you don’t have to put up with him, right? You can request a transfer to another team,” She pointed out. “There are days I’m sorely tempted to myself…”

“With any luck, one of us gets promoted soon and we’ll be on different teams anyway. I’ll tough it out. Thanks though, Abby.” I got the door to our meeting room and we stepped in to see the other two waiting. “Alright- So, what’s on the agenda today, Captain?” Jet still looked mildly bothered, but like he didn’t want to talk about it.

“There’s been some strange noises out by the old warehouses. Higher-ups want us to go investigate the area today. We also need to check out old Martinville Hotel while we’re on that side of town. There’s apparently been some lights on in there.”

“I didn’t think electricity still ran to that place. Unless someone rigged up a generator…” Technix shrugged. “Well, let’s get on the road, then, unless there’s something else?”

“That’s all we’ve got today. Come on, let’s head out,” Jet shrugged, leading us out. None of us knew what we were about to experience, or that this would be the patrol that changed everything.

Talking Out Plans, and Working Out Writer’s Block

You know, I may have a bit of writer’s block, but I still get some great ideas while I’m working.

Yeah? Like what?

Well, I can’t just give out all of my cool ideas here. But I’m considering a short story about heroes. Super or otherwise, no idea yet.

That could be pretty cool.

Right? I’m also considering posting a project I’ve been wanting to work on. I found that it was easier to start making progress with TBtK when I started it on here. Maybe the same will be true with other single-story projects.

Yeah, you’re working on a much larger project, aren’t you? How many books was it you currently have planned?

If it works out how I want it to, 7. Five books for one part of the overall story, two for the other. Each book will be from a different perspective, so a reader that reads them all would get the most full picture. Alternatively, you pick the character that you like the voice of the most and read their version. The first part will be five perspectives, then, but only two for the second.

Only two? Why’s that? You’re not killing main characters, right?

Not planning to, no. It’s more a matter of a change of theme, in a way. Not really a change in theme, I guess, but… In what the characters value or learn. The first story will have five perspectives on friendship, relationships, and growing up. The second… On ideals, truth, and a clash of friends that see things from different eyes. Which story you read first could drastically alter how you see the story itself, until you’ve read enough to get the whole picture.

That sounds complicated. And won’t writing that way open yourself to potential plot holes? I mean, writing the same story from so many perspectives… You’re bound to get what someone said or did wrong.

That’s the beauty of it. See, how any one person perceives a situation will be different from how another person will, even people brought up the same or in similar circumstances. One person will focus on what is said, another what’s done. Yet another will focus on what they feel, or think, or think others were thinking. Then, on top of that, add that human memory is fallible. No one has absolute perfect memory of any event that happens to them. So, yes, dialogue will be varied slightly between each book, but that will help you see what each character focuses on or finds important. Likewise, the amount of description for each character will change, scenes that they find important will change, and how they interact with other characters when alone or in a smaller group won’t show in every single book. There will be scenes only in one book, or two, all the way up to scenes shared by all.

This is the kind of writing challenge you’ve been looking for, isn’t it?

Oh, definitely. Nameless is another good challenge, but I’m not sure I’m up to it as a writer yet. And the original prompt for TBtK is one I intend to hit up again in the near future, but I’m again not sure if I’m at the point I could manage it yet.

Well, what else are you thinking about working on?

I’m hoping to get some more dialogues like this one out. I’m hoping that I’ll start to find more time to write them as these “conversations” happen in real time. It feels inauthentic to sit and write about things in this style when I pre-selected the theme and all. It feels more legit to just sit like this and chat in real time, at least as far as we see it.

I agree on that! I feel like it’s a lot more fun this way. And we can still write things and publish them in the future. Juuuuuust like this talk!

Bingo!

Taking Back The Kingdom – Chapter 8

I decided to leave camp that night, with no one to watch. How could I trust that man on his word alone? Yet, at the same time, I couldn’t just accept the words of the rebels, either. I needed to speak to ordinary people, poorer people who were affected differently by the changes.

I had to educate myself, since I couldn’t trust either side to be completely truthful with me. The capital city itself would be my school, then. Walking among the lower class, learning from them and seeing how they viewed the changes the usurper had made… That would be the best education. The well-off citizens had already made their thoughts known, but if the king was right… Well, if he was right, then there wasn’t going to have been a way to make changes without angering them. Even making more gradual changes would’ve angered people.

It was nearing dawn as I roamed the poorer district of the city. All my life, I had heard tales of how run down and disasterous this district was. Something was different now, though- Everywhere I looked, I could see repairs being made. People that were out by now all looked happy, and healthy despite their leanness.

“Excuse me-” I called to a young man, close to my age, after a couple hours. He looked over, confused, but then moved closer to see what I wanted. “I don’t mean to bother you, I just have a couple questions if you can spare a moment?”

“Yeah- I’ve got time. What can I do for you, stranger?” He was relaxed, and smiled when he spoke. This was a young man who was happy, I could tell, and not just pretending at it.

“I was… Well, I’ve travelled a long way, due to the new king… And I’ve been learning as I go about the things that have been done and how they’ve been viewed. It came to my attention recently that… I only considered people with privilages like mine or better. I didn’t talk to anyone who might have had a better opinion of things, anyone who might have been helped- I don’t mean to make assumptions about you, but you seem happier than people I’ve talked to recently. What are your thoughts about changes made right now?”

The young man looked a little surprised, but pleasantly so. “A guy like you, clearly decently well off, wants to know what the poor think?” He asked, then grinned when I nodded. “Out of all the changes happening right now, that is the smallest. But it’s the best. Let me explain my thoughts, then- And if you want more opinions, I’d be glad to introduce you to people around here.”

He led me to a bench we could sit at, taking a seat and smiling. “Things have gotten better around here since King Marcus took over. I’m sure you’ve noted the construction around here- He donated his personal money to get things started. Said he needed to work on the budget to make sure he could fix infrastructure across the kingdom, including buildings and housing, without hindering any other important things. Came and spoke to us personally, telling us that some reforms he has coming in taxes and the prison system will help him either increase the treasury or save money for the kingdom without endangering it, so he can use it to open free public schools. He told us he hopes to be able to open some trade schools for those who otherwise couldn’t afford it, to help decrease the poverty level and give more people the tools they need to care for themselves.

“The prison reforms… They’re great! He’s trying to find ways to give lesser criminals a second chance- Get things done in the kingdom while giving these people skills that may help them find work. My brother was a theif- Just a theif. But under the old rules, he was going to spend the rest of his life in jail. Now, he’s out working on infrastructure and learning skills that will let him support himself without stealing when he gets out. His term is now three years, enough time for him to learn. Murders, arsonist, rapists, they don’t get this offer. The really violent people, the dangerous people, they don’t get a second chance. But, by doing this, he’ll get people that were just in a bad position out for a new chance, and he’ll save money on imprisoning people. He said he’s also working on restructuring what terms each crime gets, and the system to track those crimes and sentences. He’s trying to make things equal, so everyone is treated fairly.”

“What about the assistance system?”

“Oh, the changes to that are going to be great, too! I personally know three people that have been kicked off the system, and they’re not happy… But they were abusing it, and they know it. They weren’t trying to support themselves, just getting paid by the government to do what they wished. It wasn’t fair to people like me, working to support myself and just needing a little more assistance. And government assistance isn’t the only thing getting a boost- There are less kids living on the streets. Only the most stubborn have stayed, rather than going to an orphanage. They opened a new one nearby, and it seems pretty nice. If it stays well-funded, a lot more kids will be able to grow up safe and healthy, and maybe even find families.”

This man felt confident in the new ruler. He felt the new changes were helping him, and the honest folk around him. Hearing him talk about the changes and improvements eased my heart, but I couldn’t base my opinions on the thoughts of one man.

“This is very enlightening,” I told him with a smile. “I do want to talk to some more people- Get a real feel for consensus. If I’m going to educate myself, don’t want to base things on the thoughts of one man, right?”

“Sounds right to me.” He stood and grinned. “I can show you were folks socialize, so you’ll have more people to talk to. I’ll try to steer you to people I don’t know so well, if I can, so you’re not just hearing from my circle.”

“That’d be great, thank you. If I’m taking up much of your time, I’ll gladly pay you for the guidance.” I stood as well, and followed him as he started walking. This was going to be a very educational day, and probably longer. I wouldn’t fall prey to misinformation, handling things like this.

How We Relax And De-Stress

So, Shorty… What’s your favorite way to relax? Unwind and calm down from a long, stressful day?

Well… I like to cook a nice dinner, maybe take a nice, hot bath, meditate before bed… What about you?

It depends on the day. I definitely sleep better if I meditate before bed, even if only for a few minutes. The sound of a keyboard clacking or a pencil scratching is so soothing. Same with a cat, specifically one of mine, purring in my ear. Dancing in the rain is always a fun time, and makes me feel so much calmer-

Until you get sick.

Only if I don’t dry off and warm up right, hush. Reading, depending on the story, is also a great way to unwind. Some stories just make me think more, though.

So, do you have to be writing something productive for typing and writing to help?

Nah, I can literally just write out the alphabet twenty times and feel better. With typing, I either just start out a story I’ll never finish just to get words out, or I listen to music and type out choice lines from songs I listen to.

Well, that sounds like good ways to relax. Do they always work?

Hand writing does. I don’t know a time that it doesn’t, really. But the rest are dependent. Well, the rain is dependent on it actually raining. My cats aren’t helpful if they’re wanting super snuggles and it is HOT in the house. The keyboard requires more energy for me some days than others, and meditation always seems to help, at least with sleeping, but it’s hard to focus for it. Reading, as I already said, depends on the story.

What about music? Is there any music that soothes you?

A couple songs- “Shana’s Theme” from the Legend of Dragoon soundtrack is so soothing. Admittedly, when I was younger, she was my second favorite character.

Behind Rose, right?

Duh. Really, Shana’s still a favorite of mine, but Albert has definitely risen in my esteems. Anyway, music- “Here Comes A Thought” from Steven Universe is also a good, calming song. Really, those are the only two guaranteed to settle my soul, though “So What” from P!nk does usually make me smile.

Very nice. It’s good that you know tricks to de-stress. Not everyone works the same when it comes to this, so some people have real trouble finding things that work for them.

You’re telling me. It’s taken me a long time to realize what really works for me to calm down. Hey, maybe some of our suggestions will help some readers figure out their own techniques.

I hope so- Less stress is hard to come by at times.

Taking Back The Kingdom – Chapter 4

Sorry for the delay on getting this out! I’ve had it written for a while, but things got in the way. I’ll be working on Chapter 5 here, too, as an epic case of writer’s block is wearing off. Sorry again, enjoy!


As I found a clearing to stop that night, after leaving the farming village, I heard voices following me. With a frown, I slipped into shadows behind a tree and got out my knife. “I’m telling you- It’s slavery, plain and simple. There’s no mistaking it.”

“I don’t know… Slavery’s been illegal here for a century… I mean… Can he just reverse that law, so simply?”

“Apparently! I saw it with my own eyes!” The voices were rough, male voices, and they were coming closer.

“Well, I think you’re full of it. No one would willingly make themselves that big a target. Everyone hates slavery, here and in the surrounding lands. He’d be digging his own grave.” This third voice was female, authoritative and strong. “Now, both of you, shut up and let’s set up camp. There’s a clearing through here I’ve used before. We’ll travel on at dawn.”

I put my knife away and moved away from the tree quickly. It sounded like they were just travellers, and I didn’t want to start a fight. “Good evening, folks,” I called in greeting, to announce my presence before I showed myself. The three travellers looked me over, weighing how much of a threat I was, before they nodded a greeting.

“Evening,” The woman nodded. “I hope your travels are well.”

“As I do yours,” I replied. “I believe I was headed for the same clearing as you. Would you mind dreadfully if I shared your camping space this evening?”

“Long as you don’t cause us trouble, we won’t cause you any,” One of the males answered. “Where you headed, stranger?”

“The capital. And yourselves?”

“The same. What takes you out that way? It’s another three days’ travel, and you look like you’ve been on the road a while already.” The woman looked me over slightly, taking in the road dust and grime.

“My… Feelings on the new king’s rule,” I replied. The three of them smiled slightly.

“Not a fan either, eh, lad?” The second fellow asked. I nodded. “Well, we’re on our way to join the resistance force as well. I think they’ll be making a move soon, before he gets too comfortable or frightens enough people to support him. He’s forcing people to work on various projects of his, didja hear?” I ground my teeth and shook my head. “Slavery’s what it is- And we mean to put a stop to that, on top of his other crimes.”

“I’ll be by your side on that,” I agreed, before we settled in to set up camp.

I discovered my new friends’ names were Clara, Trenton, and Clayton. The men were brothers, about 23 by my guess. Clara was a childhood friend of theirs, and I’d have put her at 25. Even given I was younger than them, the three friends didn’t treat me like a kid. They counted on me to handle my own share of things in camp, and to look after myself. It felt pretty nice to be respected.

Of course, we would need to be able to respect each other, if we would be fighting side-by-side. Being able to do so this easily just made it all better for us.

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“Let’s see… We’ve got the road repairs started… The bridges are being surveyed to determine which needs repairs… Docks are scheduled for surveying… I think we’re doing well…” Marcus commented, looking over his reports in his study. “Have we had any trouble with the labor forces?”

“None, my lord,” the man before him answered. “They seem to accept the new punishment deal. A few others are even requesting hearings to see if they can get the same. I will bring you my thoughts on terms for other groups. Once you’ve approved them, I can set up the hearings.”

“Wonderful. I think this will be good for them- Give them some extra skills, put idle hands to work, and do good for the kingdom. I’m sure there’s other infrastructure we haven’t thought to handle yet.”

“I will look into it, my lord,” the man bowed to him, then strolled off to take a look at various infrastructure reports.

A Friendly Chat

You know, Shorty, I have so many ideas for this whole Short and Scorch venture… Maybe someday I’ll figure out how to do some of them.

Like the art you’re trying to draw for the site? That last attempt wasn’t too bad. If you didn’t discourage yourself, you could be a decent artist in time.

I’m already an artist, thank you. Just of written word rather than color and lines. Anyway, listening to music lately has done more than inspire the Soundtrack Project, as I’m calling it. There are plenty of songs that totally describe us.

I noticed. I get where you’re going with this, but us doing duets isn’t exactly feasible right now, kid.

You do realize I’m nearly as old as you, right?

Pfft, you will always be a kid to me, kid. Don’t care if you’re 70 and I’m back to 18 in some new iteration, you’re the kid.

Yeah yeah, anyway… You’re right musical projects are not easy at the moment. That’s not even considering that the only audio editing I’ve ever done has been cleaning some audio of background noise. And that’s been hit or miss.

Well, focus on one goal at a time. Let’s work on the site art first and move on from there, yeah? Not to mention I know you want to get the next episode or chapter or whatever you’re calling it up for Life Is Super.

True, true. We both know I like to overload myself on tasks and projects. Art and Life Is Super. After I get cracking on Life Is Super, I do want to catch up more on Journey- People seemed to like it when they came across it.

Atta girl. Focus it down and prioritize. I know you really want to get some flair up on the site, so prioritize it. And seriously, you could get at least decent with art if you tried. You just have to stop being so picky and such a perfectionist.

Oh, shush. I just want it to look good- This piece is supposed to be us!

Then make us and stop going for something super detailed for now. I know what you want to make will look pretty cool, but start with us so people can see us.

Alright, alright. At the same time I can work on writing, at least. Well, not the exact same time of course, but the same time frame. Maybe a few minutes of art attempts and a half hour or so of writing. If I could just figure out how to get this episode started…

You’ll get there. Hit your buddy up, she’s gotten stick the same way as you recently. She might have some ideas.

Oooh, good idea! I’ll try that!

Announcement – New Project Coming for NaNoWriMo!

November is National Novel Writing Month, and I’m doing a special project for it!

Honestly, this project would be a web comic if I could draw, but I’ll settle for a web novel series type of deal.

Our story will be following Alexis, a girl living in a world where everyone has a super power- Well, almost every one. Tune in for the first part, scheduled for Friday, to get to know our world and protagonist!

Respect

So I’ve realized something…

Yeah?

I mentioned wanting to do something else to my hair that someone didn’t like… but they didn’t argue. They offered an alternative in a very natural manner that we both like. Unfortunately, both options cost more than just a haircut, so… it’ll be a while. But that’s respect right there. No, “what are you thinking, that’s so dumb, don’t do that.” Instead, just an attempt to offer a different perspective in a way that won’t lead to arguments or hurt feelings.

Pretty nice, isn’t it? If more people could do that, there’d be less hate, anger, and hurt in the world. Are you going to opt for the alternative, then?

I don’t know yet. I mean, it’ll be a bit before I have the money to do either. So I’ll contemplate both and just go with regular haircuts until then. Maybe I’ll find another alternative we both like, too, and we can discuss further what we’d like best.

That sounds pretty good. I like that idea.

It’s nice to go from the two of us having heavy disagreements about my hair, of all things, to a more respectful dialogue. I understand she doesn’t like the haircuts I’ve gotten lately, but I love them. So I continue to try new versions of this super-short cut to see if we can find a style that she likes, and I love. It’s one of the few things I’ve realized I can change in a big way and make myself much happier.

Your haircut? That is all it took to make you happy?

Happier, about myself. I always hated my hair. And I think that’s hard for some people to understand. I’ve always been pretty cool with myself. I mean, at one point my weight was a problem, but because I felt I was too light. But I’ve never really been in love with my hair. Not until I started getting it cut short.

Well, loving yourself is important. I saw weigh your options carefully and decide what’s best for you.

Ideas, plans, and expectations

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Alright, I officially don’t understand people anymore. It’s nuts. People expect you to care about others, which I certainly do. But you have to balance that with self-care, and people are realizing and accepting this. But then you self-care, and people think you’re selfish or lazy because you’re not concerned about others, or you’re not doing chores, or you’re not spending time with family. Like, where does it end?

Well now, where is this one coming from? You’ve seemed pretty “I’ve got this balance down” level of handling things lately.

From my brother, where else? He has no balance on it, and he’s part of the problem with my own balance. He swings between all he cares about is other people, up to and including forgoing making sure I have money to pay our bills to just give away hundreds of dollars worth of goods. Don’t get me wrong, helping people is great! But he needs to remember that he has to make sure that we’ve got what we need, or we lose utilities, our vehicles, our house… Then, he’ll get so fed up about helping people, he’ll just be a jackass to and about everyone else. He throws fits at the tiniest inconvenience when he’s in this mode, and it makes him sound like an entitled snowflake. And you know I hate that term, Shorty.

Did you consider that most people can’t decide how much is too much, both in terms of self-care and in terms of helping people? Some people give until they’re the ones who need the help, and that’s definitely too much. But then others only self-care, all day, every day. Nothing gets done, and they don’t do anything to look out for their fellow man.

It’s just nuts. Like, I can’t get time to learn a new language, or work harder on my streaming, or even to write, whether for the blog or just stories, because then I’m lazy. And if I ask for help with anything so that I can get things done and still have some time for self-care, I’m lazy and I get a lot of push-back. Like, dude, I’m a depressed and anxious young lady already that’s trying to clean up after others, and myself, and I also try to make time to help others in any way I can. How am I the bad guy here?

You’re only the bad guy if you’re not being true to you, you’re being actively hurtful to others, or you just don’t give a shit if you’re accidentally hurtful to others. Do you think you fit into one of those categories?

Honestly… I just don’t know anymore. Is that really the only categorizations for bad guys? I’ll have to think about that one some more…

Think all you need. You know I’ll be here for you as you need.